Fighting the loneliness.
I am going to start my new journey and am very excited. In the past of my career, I have been so excited every time to change a job, probably cause it’s a new thing also. Usually, I often look for something different from now, such as a new tech stack that is very fast to change or change my point of view with a new responsibility that I don’t know well but can do. All I was saying. It may cause this to make me feel lonesome. It might sound strange, but that is all I’m feeling. In my current situation with this thing, I have some pleasure, then I looking for someone but no one. Again, with nervousness, I don’t know who I can be talking to. All this feeling, I think It’s lonely.
I have many things to do and am very happy to have to do all things. Each every what I did. I usually think It’s having fun first, so I did. I know I’m a very lonely person, so I create the many kinds of things I have to do to use all my energy at the end of a day and then do it again the next day. I’ve been doing this for more than ten years. Therefore I think I can handle my loneliness. But today difference, I feel more tired than usual. So I do everything I always did, but it doesn’t work. This’s the end of the prologue. XD
I promised myself I would write content about something every day on this site. But it never happened. I often reason to myself that I didn’t know what to write. But now, the loneliness was swallowing my mind, so I decided to write something although too empty in my head. That’s just a starter of my promise and stops the loneliness from swallowing my mind.
If you see this line. I very much thank you for reading my nonsensical to the end. If you have someone, please take care of him/her. Don’t let him/her go away from you. good luck ^_^
